Why do things have to change? Why can’t everything stay the same? Why don’t the good things stay around forever, and why do the bad things never seem to leave? Why do I have to lose so much, and gain so little? Why can’t I cope, and why am I expected to? Why can’t I feel sad without feeling guilty? Why can’t I be that person I want to be, she’s there, I can see her, in the distance,always always always out of reach…..