It’s a funny concept, isn’t it? Many people fancy themselves independent, myself included, but you don’t realize how so not independent you are until you lose everything you were depending on. Except you didn’t know you were depending on it. That’s not confusing, is it? It also makes it even more painful, when you lose something you didn’t know you had, or you didn’t realize how much you needed it, or how lost you are going to be without it. It’s horrible but true, you never truly realize what you have until you’ve lost it. I don’t think I could ever prepare myself for that. I don’t think anyone can prepare themselves for that.